'Mutineers are the first people to die!'

mother fucking son of a bitch. fucktard sleazebag.

it came down to one. just one.

enough tears already. my heart is now crushed.

i want to have ozzy's kids. i want to bear his children. my kids would then grow up to be a quarter shark, a quarter monkey and half human. i can dump them at any babysitter and they'll survive (no pun intended).

that man is an incredibly hot piece of shit. ozzy sends my survivor fanaticism into an overdrive. never have i been this obsessed with the series. not even when there was bobby jon. so what if he has a porno past? almost everyone in america seems to have one. it just raises his ay carumba-ness, you know, the fact that he has a nekkid video.

since my love life is pretty much non-existent, the only thrill i get is watching this mexican boy on tv every friday. i try to make our dates as often as possible by watching him on youtube everyday. if i had been on the cook islands, i'd have made an attempt to pull down his shorts. for the thrill of it.

Oscar "Ozzy" Lusth. that surname just leaves a lot to the imagination yeah?

which reminds me. i have to go backpacking to the mediterranean islands and latin america in six years' time to scout for hot husbands. plural intended.

see that thing below his navel? that just drives me nuts. rafael nadal has that too. and his scruff. it's one of the most beautiful goatees i've seen on survivor. it grows darn well. ok 'nuff scrutiny.

i'm so excited for sunday. it's the finale of the american telecast of survivor. i pray ozzball wins.

yayness yowza wowee hurrah yeah baby yeah.

i'm a delirious fucktard.

there's a stupid smirk on my face that i just can't rub off.

i think these 3 dudes are one person in 3 different bodies, doing 3 different things. jason mraz has fantastic vocals. zach braff is hilarious on tv. benji schwimmer is fabulous on his feet. they're 3 goofballs who kinda resemble one another. and i love them all.

yay for jason, zach & benji, or jachji. ok lame. go watch tv and you'll see what i mean.

oh benji was fabulous tonight.

lately, i've been listening to rather slower and laid-back songs. it's a subconscious thing. like 2 weeks ago, i was on the strokes, aerosmith and jamiroquai. this is my current playlist which is on constant replay.

1. Wonderful World- James Morrison
2. You Give Me Something- James Morrison
3. Deep And Meaningless- Rooster
4. One In A Million- Bosson
5. Walking After You- Foo Fighters
6. Uninvited- Alanis Morissette
7. See You Tonight- Magni Asgeirsson

number 4 kinda stands out like a sore thumb but it's a nice song ok. reminds me much of my primary school days.

no no no no no no no no no
NOOOOO!!

i'm scared for ozzy.

my eldest paternal aunt passed away last night. Allahyarhamah wak bingah was 81 and she was suffering from a type of brain tumour.

holy snap.

oh my hairy black ass.
I JUST DROVE A FUCKING CAR!

dammit. there won't be so you think you can dance tonight. i need my weekly dosage of benji & donyelle. stupid asian games.

i saw a pretty package.

i've been watching the survivor: cook islands spoilers on youtube ahead of the singapore telecast. i can't help it lah. and ozzy is some competitor, evident in episode 9, shown 3 in weeks' time on ch5. i shan't post that challenge yet to keep the suspense for singaporean viewers. he's even better than bobby jon for that matter. but yesterday's episode saw ozzy easily being thrown off by brad (!!) and adam during the challenge.

how i wish i could manhandle ozzy like that. ay carumba!

watch this and you'll get what i mean.



adam looks like a bloody cheekopek. bloody piece of shit.

my entire body's hurting so much. from 2 hours of badminton yesterday. shows how incredibly fit i am.

dearest eyecandy,

you're as cute as hell and please remain that way. it just occured to me that going to ns means that you're losing that precious hairdo of yours. how terribly sad. i send my dearest condolences. nevertheless, it'd be interesting to see you without hair (on your head). and take note, please dress up nicely and behave well during prom. i may not be there in person but i've got my eyes on you.

cheers.

your admirer,
nadd ♥

hehehe.

ooh i forgot.

HAPPY BELATED EIGHTEENTH, CHENGTENG.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JILLS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERALDINE!

much love to the both of you ((:

bloody fucker. my 2 gb white ipod nano is now selling at $199. assholes. and it's now a first-generation ipod. yeah, a FIRST GENERATION. and how much did i pay for it? $348. complete bloody ripoff. stupid shit lah.

ok now time for an ozzy photofest.

why is it that only ozzy ozzball seems to be the only one enjoying this threesome?
get out of there you constipated candice. if you hate it so much, then leave ozzball alone.

i want ozzy to win the million dineros.
GO SENOR OSCAR! VAMOS!

oh my freaking shithole. there'll be a movie version of phyllis reynolds naylor's Alice series in 2007. it's books for preteens about the title character which i only started reading when i was 15. my 11 year old niece reads it now after i started bugging her to. in addition to spiderman 3, i'm so totally going to watch this bloody movie next year, when i'm 19.

see what i mean when i say i'm a tad too old?

you really have to excuse my choice of literature. but don't worry, for now i'm reading this:

hehehe.

a levels is over. my entire future lies in the last 23 hours of paper i sat for. history paper 3 was undoubtedly the worst paper of all. it almost gave me a panic attack.

ok now time for me to earn money and spend it like crazy. oh anyone interested in taking motorcycle license in january? i need company.

ok supposedly i was on hiatus all this time, what with the go fug yourself and all. thing is, i just didn't feel like publishing my posts cause my entries are nothing but my ramblings and obsessions and frustrations and shit. in time for the exams, i decided to blog without publishing. and that's the mystery of it all. (oh great, here i go again)

plus, it kind of got people thinking that i was mugging. hehe

oh yay kirsten dunst and orlando bloom are together. like wowee. i think they're really cute. like the blockbuster version of rachel bilson and adam brody. great.

holy shit ian thorpe is retiring from competitive swimming at 24! what the fuck is his problem?! what am i to do come the next olympics?! watch the shot put event?!

NOOOO

I LOVE AITU!

ozzy ozzy ozzy

but i have a soft spot for raro's brad. he's so hot.

we want ping pong challenge.

first, it was virtual water. then, it was chinese communism.

i'm going to kidnap the cambridge examiners and make them tell me,

WHY CHINA? TELL ME WHY,

WHY?!

econs case study was pure shitness.

but intl history, oh history.

it was one hell of a nightmare. i was on the verge of getting up and leave after sbq.

i'm so not going anywhere with my shithole results.

chinese communism? like wtmfasobs

Singaporean is world's fastest text messager

-Reuters

so these are the kind of things we want to be known for? wow.

11 days to go and i'll be burning bras and crotches. alrighty yo!

[note to widya: mockmug mockmug mockmug]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAR.

♥

what the heck brad of survivor is gay.

why in the world are the beautiful men attracted to each other? oh yeah, cause they're too pretty.

life is unfair.

history consulation today with merissa and mr yeo. from 8.30 to 12. wowee.

so you think you can dance and america's next top model tonight. i'll hibernate in an hour's time and then stay up all night.

yay. man united is sitting pretty on top.

haha chelsea. haha arsenal.

i watched 2 great movies on tv today. much ado about nothing, a BBC modern day remake of the shakespeare comedy on hallmark and goodbye, lenin!, a german movie about a east german family living in the period of the reunification of germany on arts central.

really great movies and i want to watch them again. ok after the 24th.

last night i was brave.

survivor: cook islands. ozzy is hot. jp is hot. brad is hot.

i love survivor. other than the numerous eye candies, watching the challenges makes my heart pound like i was actually part of it.

but i think the exile island and immunity idol are just plain dumb. no offence, mark burnett.

elaine turns 18 today. so

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAREST PARTNER-IN-CRIME!

my computer is back and so am i. i still have my photos and songs inside. the apparent misunderstanding between it and me was finally solved by the heroic neighbour of mine. yay.

gp today. easy yet difficult. mother of all ironies, i had tons of gp notes in my thumbdrive which i couldn't access due to my faulty computer. the computer had to be ok on the same day, just few hours after the paper. crapioli.

i ain't going to prom cause i have other plans with the pathetic $65. ok not so pathetic lah.

wid introduced me to a pokemon theme song video by these 2 lads collectively known as smosh like a month ago. and they're fucking hilarious.



I WANT AN ANTHONYMON!

this little girl is adriana bte khairil, my 2nd bro's first born. oh and my 1st sister-in-law is pregnant again, with her 4th child, so number 23 is in the works.

pardon the blurry pic but that's adriana.

friday the 13th, innova graduation day. and suprise, suprise. i was in tears. too much camwhoring took place i don't even know where to start. wid and phil are almost in every photo taken man. haha.

ok this photo is here because i like how straight my teeth looks and how my mushroom nose is hidden. and it was completely random.

headed to popeye's at changi airport with faez, wid, bern, ct, gwen and jade. yes, from innova to changi.

i'll miss 05A23 so bad. dammit.

shuchen turns 18 today. someone's finally legal.

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY SHUES! ♥

my second sister in law gave birth to a baby daughter this morning and my brother just left for manchester yesterday.

HADY MIRZA IS THE NEW SINGAPORE IDOL! WHAT DID I TELL YA? HUH? BLOODY AWESOME MAN. I'M STILL IN SHOCK. WOWEE. HADY. YAY HADY.

EUROPE WON THE RYDER CUP TOURNAMENT. THIS MARKS THEIR 3RD CONSECUTIVE THRIUMPHS OVER THE US. AND SERGIO GARCIA HAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL ASS.

YAY HADY MIRZA IS THE NEW SINGAPORE IDOL.

my first brother is in mozambique for a meeting concerning media of some sort. my second brother has been accepted to be an SIA pilot. he'll be leaving for australia next year for training.

the boys are going everywhere.

oh crap. both the muslim and indian teams are eliminated out of the amazing race. how sad. yay. no school till next monday. woot. ezra turns 3 today.

tv marathon awaits me all week.

wowee i'm having fun toying with google earth. god bless nadia and her exam results.

manila was great. shopping was crazy. the malls are more than twice the size of suntec city. oddly enough, i gained weight from snacking way too much as halal eateries were hard to come by.

lukas rossi won rockstar supernova. as much as i had predicted his win, i still feel toby or magni deserved more. they are far more talented. period. and guess what? the band will be called rockstar supernova cause they lost a lawsuit against the original band with the same name.

hady and jonathan in the final 2 of sg idol. finally. i'm voting for hady. GO HADY! oh and 8 days said that'll be no more sg idol after this season due to the lack of REAL talents. what the heck.

channel 5 won't be showing the new season of survivor, mainly due to the racial division of the tribes. that's bloody stupid since that's what makes good tv. and why in the world are the asians so oriental? aren't middle eastern and indian descendents asians too? america is so stereotypical. at least the amazing race 10 will feature a muslim pair and an indian couple.

i missed the last episode of life isn't all ha ha hee hee last sunday. damn it. that show is bloody nice. the doctor is just so hot.

what's becoming to the killers? at the mtv video music awards, they look like that band in kate hudson's movie almost famous. like whatever happened to the cute brandon flowers? he looks like someone from an 80's cop show. he has this freaking stupid pornish moustache now. eurgh.

suri holmes-cruise is the cutest baby i've ever seen. with that thick mop of black hair and porcelain skin, she's such a pretty baby. nevermind the dysfunctional dad, suri is a celebrity baby at its best.

literature paper 5 is my last paper on monday. even though this is already the prelims, i haven't exactly thoroughly prepare for any of my 8 papers. so expect disastrous results, i will.

oh yay arctic monkeys won the 2006 mercury music prize. hurrah! all hail the monkeys!

tyson ritter is hot. johnny knoxville is krrazy. michael vartan is smothering. josh duhamel is something-something. watching too much tv has caused me to fantasise over these boys.

ok. i will study later. well, i HAVE to.

i'll be leaving for manila tomorrow morning. am coming back on sunday evening. should there be a need to contact me, i'll be available at 81328457. i'll miss rockstar and singapore idol. damn it.

i'm still shocked at the death of steve irwin. it seemed so unreal.

i hope arctic monkeys or muse wins the mercury music award today.

before i go,
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, KK!!
hope you'll have a blast tomorrow. sorry won't be here. nevertheless, cheers!

today's been a hectic day. my 2nd sister, yat, came over with her 4 kids. she had 1 month old miqdad in the baby seat in front, 1 year old ikrimah in a child seat with 6 year old mikail and 5 year old elyana behind. i swear my sis is a supermom. after lunch, she drove my mom and i along with her kids to my eldest sister's house. my eldest sister, noni, had a slipped hip disc. after that, my mom and i then went to parkway parade while yat and her kids headed home. after shopping, i went to meet venisar at marine parade library. we didn't do much studying cause we were busy eating and yakking. like how suprising.

the devil wears prada was pretty nice. watched it yesterday with kk, shar and aini at lido. it was pretty odd seeing kk with braces. i haven't got quite used to it. and aini. i haven't seen her for the past two years or so and she's so skinny now. it must be the a levels.

joakim's finally out of idol. god bless singaporeans. now i just have to wait for jonathan and hady in the finals. ryan star was suprisingly out of rockstar. he's amazingly talented. but his elimination was just a matter of time. like shar said, there's no way someone of his calibre should front an ageing rock band with tommy lee in it. magni and toby are my favourites left in the competition. used to be on team dilana but the events of recent weeks made me rethink my choices. oh and i hate the way lukas sings. his voice coupled with the body movements, he's almost dislocating all the bones of his tiny self.

panic! at the disco won the mtv video award for video of the year, beating the likes of madonna and red hot chili peppers. how bloody exciting.

JOSH LOGAN- SANTERIA


[NOTE: you gotta stop loading page so that the music will stop before playing the video]

he was my favourite rockstar. except that he wasn't much of a rockstar. josh has got so much soul. my favourite performance.

BRING BACK JOSH!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY RICCA!!

woman, i heart you.

HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY HADY

I WANT TO MARRY HIM!
he made his mom cry and his mom made me cry.

5-1!

WAHAHAHAHA ((:

had lunch with geraldine today at centrepoint. she became my aunt agony for the day. since i arrived late, i then sent her to work at boat quay with us almost ending up lost.
GERALDINE, thanks for everything.

zayra and mathilda out of rockstar and idol respectively. as much as i'm delirious over the former, mathilda's elimination left me puzzled and cursing my fellow compatriots. doesn't the term 'talent' mean anything at all?!

someone had jumped to his death from my block this evening. and that makes the second dead body i've seen in five days. karma? i hope not.

there will be the econs seminar thingie at nus tomorrow. so after that, a group of us plan to head to little india for some savoury indian food. yum yum. i'm hungry already. clementi to little india? i'll bear with that.

oh and ricca wants me to declare that she lives in woodlands. there, i've said it.

if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world

this is a hot boy. dino in life as we know it. cutie ass.
ooh that mole.

watching singapore idol was pretty excruciating. song choices left me puzzled. other than hady, the others were least impressive. i was switching between idol and rockstar supernova and there was a DISTINCT difference in the standards of singing.

rockstar is heaven and toby has a nice ass (:

i want to be fourteen all over again.

faez, shues and i had planned to watch the newest hindi movie at the super ulu shaw towers cinema. but since the tickets were sold out (astonishingly!), we settled for tokyo drift instead. and it was fabulous.

my mom bought me a dress today. nadia in a dress? picture that. it has to be almost a decade since i last had a dress in my wadrobe. hohoho. it hit me that i am a girl after all.

the SG IDOL trailer for next week's rock-themed spectaculars is fuck. it had lines like 'she who's suited most to sing it will not', 'there'd be no faces shown in this trailer because it's time to LISTEN' and 'this IS a singing competition'. they were somewhere along those lines, i couldn't quite remember every word. still, ch 5 can't get any more sarcastic than this. and i love it.

i need a new phone. sony ericsson cybershot k800i anyone?

i was suddenly reminded of 4E3 while doing sudoku puzzles. don't worry. i don't see the connection either. man, i miss the class and all the antics. just like how i'm going to miss 05A23. damn shitholes. i hate goodbyes.

people often come and go. thankfully, the memories still linger.

i love my fellow 05A23 shrinking violets (:

on a lighter note, hady will be back on SG IDOL next week cause i voted. woot! seeing rahimah leave is a huge shock. i mean joakim & jasmine over her? singaporeans really stink. but seeing joakim cry was touching. i'm such a sucker for emotional basketcases.

i have a history test tomorrow and i have yet to open my books. nadia rocks, oh yeah.

my parents made the tastiest lunch yet. the much-longed escargot and tandoori chicken. and now i'm a bloated ass.

yesterday, i had the most interesting three-way msn convo with a best mate and a pervert. it was bloody interesting. hahahahahahaha ((:

the mother wants me to follow her to the philippines during the one week holiday to visit some relatives. as much as i would love to, prelims is immediately after school reopens. so let's just wait and see.

razor ramon is wicked. wickedly funny, that is. he makes me laugh so much that i would have to pee. FOOOOO!

i'm such a horrible friend. i allow my friends to be exploited. tsk nadia, tsk.

the hills is starting in an hour. utter yayness!

ok so i know what happens in the season finale but heck that. i want to see lauren all over again. love love LC!

thank goodness kristin wasn't given her own spin-off. i'll boycott that.

my tuesday nights are now untouchable.

singapore idol on wednesday with bern was great. people said we appeared bored on live tv a couple of times. if you missed us, remember to catch the repeat tomorrow at 7.15pm on channel 5. we both wore light green tops. catch me on tv people. oh and i grabbed HADY so hard i wanted to pull him down the stage. i love the boy, he's hot. idiotic voters. how could in the world did mathilda, jay, jonathan and HADY end up in the bottom group?! stupid teenage girls and boys. i've learnt my lesson.
VOTE HADY EVERYBODY!

school is draining every ounce of energy i have. so it's pretty excusable if you see me losing it, acting really erratic. like slapping myself for instance. and vigorously chewing my fingers. that's just nadia. or maybe that's naida.

it's been eons since i last posted a picture here. so here's a tribute to the hottest piece of shit of the moment. here's smouldering jonathan rhys-meyers everybody.


oh i just found out that nicholas cage is the nephew of francis ford coppola (the man behind The Godfather trilogy), making him sofia's cousin. and indie band rooney's lead singer robert carmine is another cousin, member of the coppola elites. like what a freaking high profile family. wowee.

AND THANKS AGAIN WID!

my second sister gave birth to a baby boy today. her 4th child, also her 3rd son. the boy's named Miqdad Elyas. don't ask me why the odd moniker. dad (pronounced 'dart') is my 7th nephew and my parents' 10th grandchild. with that, the number of my immediate family members in the abdul samad clan currently stands at 21 people including yours truly. come october, my 2nd sister-in-law will be giving birth to her 1st child. drawing my family tree will be such a chore.

parent-teacher meeting was kinda nice. both my parents and the teachers were lavishing me with praises. even though they were so out of context, i enjoyed it. apparently, i'm hardworking, have a good grasp of language and well-liked by my classmates. ok ok enough already. but i also have a low confidence level and write far too little in all my essays. that takes time my friend.

yay bern & i will be watching singapore idol spectaculars at caldecott tomorrow. i don't know how i'll survive without a camera but heck that. imagine seeing joakim's pretty face and listening to hady's voice live. it'll be a blast. much thanks to wid. yay ((:

oh i have a really tight schedule this week. what with consultations, sg idol (teehee) and friday date with geraldine. i don't mind it one bit. at least i'm happier now.

oh and i just had the best dinner in weeks. my mom can cook, but not i. ok i shall go do my UN sbq and econs essay now. ciao.

i just got framed again. the second time in a month.

WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME BEING HAPPY?
immature dogs.

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY, SERINA!

i love you many many.
smack my ass, you're obliged to.
((:

yayness my internet's been resurrected! i spent 7 entire days without it and i almost lost myself in the process. the old modem was overheated and something in it blew. apparently, the parents couldn't take much of my whining.

days without internet meant that i found plenty of time for myself. apart from indulging in a sudoku puzzle book, i spent most of my time reflecting on my actions. it all began after my brother asked how my a levels preparations were. for god knows why, i started tearing and i couldn't stop. weekend was a breaking down marathon for me as i cried too much and it was unpretty.

school has been tough of late. the workload's pilling up to the inner dome of heaven. frustrated as i am, i can gladly say that i've learnt more things these past 3 weeks than ever before. and i've also gotten closer to my people. i love everyone of you guys. thank you so much.

oh nacho libre was hilarious. i'll watch it again cause it left me laughing my craps out.

replies to tags:
faezah- i've watched. they're silly dumb assholes those boys. but what a cracker. lol
mimi- i can't believe we haven't met yet since you're only oh-so-far from me. we shall lunch together soon (:
esh- wear stretchy pants ah. WITHOUT underwear! roflmao
elaine- freddie mercury is from queen you donkey! hahaha addiction to razor ramon is pretty much uncurable.

oh saturday's ptm in ij. i can't predict what mr yeo and ms nathan would tell my parents. i hope i can salvage the situation by being there in person. oh man.

"I think the easiest way to lose something is to want it too badly."

- John Dorian, Scrubs

how bloody true.

hey you. yes, YOU.

if you're not here, i pray you chance upon my blog and read these words.

damn you basketful of shit. i hate your guts and hope you die a miserable death.

and here's some lyrics that's so fitting of you. such stinging words are the perfect antidote for someone who refuses to grow up.
enjoy.

you suck my blood like a leech
you break the law and you preach
screw my brain 'til it hurts
you've taken all my money
you still want more
misguided old mule with your pig headed rules
and your narrow minded cronies
who are fools of the first division

death on two legs
you're tearing me apart
death on two legs
you've never had a heart of your own

kill joy, bad guy, big talking small fry
you're just an old barrow boy
have you found a new toy to replace me
can you face me
but now you can kiss my ass goodbye
feel good
are you satisfied
do you feel like suicide
is your conscience all right
does it plague you at night
do you feel good, feel good

you talk like a big business tycoon
you're just a hot air balloon
so no one gives you a damn
you're just an overgrown schoolboy
let me tan your hide
a dog with disease
you're the king of the sleaze
put your money where your mouth is
mister know-all
was the fin on your back
part of the deal

death on two legs
you're tearing me apart
death on two legs
you've never had a heart of your own

insane you should be put inside
you're a sewer rat
decaying in a cesspool of pride
should be made unemployed
then make yourself null and void
make me feel good, feel good

freddie mercury must have known that i needed such words that he'd write such a scornful song.

thank you freddie. and goodbye asshole.

ohno. weezer is splitting!

hohoho i just came back man.

while supposedly selling the hello kitty phone chains for cop, faez, shues, pc and i went to catch potc2 (yeah again!) after breakfast at sun plaza with serina, ricca, merissa, bern, ct and venisar.

after that, i went to meet kk and ger at bugis. and mind you, we walked so much it would almost be equivalent to 2.4km around the school track. up and down to bugis village and icon twice. then rush to far east plaza after that. freaking exhausting.

and in total, i spent almost a hundred dollars today including the movie ticket, the 3 tshirts, the slippers and all the food that went into the body of nadia abdul samad. i hereby self declare my bankruptcy. don't bother asking me out for the rest of the month. movies would be exceptional though (:

oh last friday, ms nathan almost ate paper during gp upon hearing of our perfect attendance. we were like nooo, cause we seriously thought she was just kidding.
(she had earlier vowed to eat paper the day she sees perfect attendance in 05A23 so after jill came just in time for her lesson, all 21 of us were present)
instead, she promised to treat the entire class to macd. like wowee! ms nathan is the man, or woman for that matter. and we watched frankenstein during gp which is bloody gruesome and gory and all that shit. but nice lah.

oh and i finally met usha in school. the last time i saw her was ten years ago, when we were tiny little primary 2 kids. lol

okay i have to watch tv and finish my econs essay. yay there's las vegas and boston legal tonight.

goodbye and keep cold.

pardon my hypocrisy but people, we seriously have to study hard.

i came online just to say this cause i just came back.

PIRATES OF THE CARRIBBEAN 2 IS BLOODY FUCKING AWESOME.

heck that i had to miss the despo idol and rockstar wannabes slug it out on tv. purely for the sake of johnny depp & orlando bloom. rockstar's repeated later at 11.30 so i'll be catching that.

ooh i want captain jack sparrow to shag me. but after rafa, totti and the entire italian national team. ditto.

ohno i have to watch it again.

hawt!

sorry but i feel the need to share my fantasies.


SHARINI, WHERE ARE YOU?!

i would post a million pictures but you'd get what i mean.

i love italy.
i love totti.

i think that materazzi dude is a show stopper. he's one heck of a clown and i love him to pieces. he makes great entertainment.

buffon. grosso. de rossi. cannavaro. del piero. gattuso. toni. totti. camoranesi. zambrotta. pirlo. materazzi.

VIVA ITALIA!

rafa didn't fare as well in his final wimbledon match though. he lost 0-6 6-7(5), 7-6(2) 3-6 to federer. well, the fact that he got into the finals is way impressive.
rafael nadal wheeeee!

i'm finally coming back to school tomorrow. i may be down, but i'm not out.
(:

VAMOS RAFA!
FORZA ITALIA!

heck i won't sleep tonight. i think my parents can't either what with my monstrousity of coughs and phlegms. teehee

history essays can go relax one corner.

ooh. rafael nadal has made it into the finals of wimbledon. he'll face roger federer (yet again!) for the title match. hopefully butt-man will emerge the victor and put an end to rogelio's wimbledon domination. vamos rafa!

i love watching tv. and that's an understatement. rockstar: supernova is brilliant! i love the show. i think the band is silly but the talents among the rockstar wannabes are bloody wicked. i'm already hooked on the show. woot.

laguna beach reruns are also fabulous. i love lc. i wanna marry her and all her money. i love mtv and everything that the telly tries to educate me. television is a better teacher than the ones we have in school. oh yeah.

wah lau my headches are killing me. but oddly enough i can sit through while going online and watching hours of teevee. the moment i remember the history assignments due monday, it starts acting up again. no kidding.

there's my name is earl later tonight. whoopie. it's all about karma baby.

i'm hooked onto justin timberlake's new single SexyBack. bloody addictive. here's some sample lyrics:

dirty babe
you see these shackles baby i'm your slave
i'll let you whip me if I misbehave
it's just that no one makes me feel this way

yo faez

Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose five people to do this.

1. shuchen
2. merissa
3. faezah
4. serina
5. ricca
6. jillene
7. widya
8. sharini
9. serene
10. elaine
11. geraldine
12. karkei
13. ashita
14. philmon
15. eshwin
16. usha
17. lynn
18. THE ITALIAN SOCCER TEAM
19. rafael nadal
20. jihane

how did you get to meet #14?
innova jc 05A23.

what if #9 and #20 dated?
i think not. both girls don't know of each other's existence.

would #6 and #17 make a good couple?
noo. they're both straight.

describe #3
smart alec who has a thing for bollocks. and my trusted alliance.

is #8 attractive?
oh yes. she'll kill me if i say otherwise.

describe #7
i like this talkative biatch who thrusts her pelvis when she walks. HOOOOO!

do you know any of #12 family member?
none at all.

what would you do if #18 confess he likes you?
THE ENTIRE ITALIAN SOCCER TEAM?!! I'D DIE A HAPPY WOMAN.
(rushes to get inhaler)

what language does #15 speak?
english, japanese, german, hindi, spanish, turkish, urdu, polish and french. well, he wish he could. lol

who's #9 going out with?
i have no idea mann.

how old is #16?
18.

when was the last time you spoke to #13?
thursday. she was in class while i mouthed my gp marks from outside.

who's #2 favourite band/singer?
a certain mr timberlake.

would you ever date #1?
why not? as a matter of fact, we do have a lot in common.

is #15 single?
i should think so.

is #19 your good friend?
he's my boyfriend and future husband candidate. of course lah.

what's #10's last name?
tan. she goes by the acronym et, like that alien dude in the movie. lol

would you ever be in a relationship with #11?
maybe i would.

school of #3?
innova jc

where does #6 live?
some far flung area in the east.

what's your favourite thing about #5?
her spastic humour.

have you seen #2 naked before?
i will soon during our one-on-one session.

the five people i'm going to tag
anyone who wants to do it lah.

woi number 20 kena left out. poor thing. ok jihane's a 15 yr old morrocan i met on the vr forum. very nice girl (:

okay since this is MY blog, let me indulge myself with my current weaknesses.

the azzurris have made it through to the finals of the world cup. utter yayness!









soo happy that they had to make out there and then.

if you haven't already noticed, my favourite italian boy is totti (no 10). ever since beckham boy (romeo, that is) left i've sought solace in the hotness of dear totti. man he's sizzling. oooh.

oh ms vyna commented on me being somewhat old school during tutorial today. like lmao. nonsense crapioli.

muse is mtv asia's july motoalert artist of the month. support them y'all. they make great music. get muse-d.

faez, shu and i caught scary movie 4 yesterday since silent hill wasn't shown at the bloody cinema. the movie is super LAME but it was still fucking hilarious. it's really not something that i would recommend unless you have $6.50 and you don't know what to do with it. my advice is give me the $6.50 and i will tell you the entire movie's storyline complete with feely effects. woot.

on a last note, HOOOOOOOO! hard gay!
only esh & wid'll get what i mean. lol

here's to sharini

shar, i owe you? where got?

Three physical things you like about yourself
1. my teeth
2. my toes
3. my jaw

Three physical things you dont like about yourself
1. nose, it's looks like an onion
2. skin colour, seems like i now belong to another race
3. my wide forehead, they're blinding

Three things that scare you
1. animals
2. the deep end of the pool
3. anything in furry costumes, albeit barney or tweety

Three things that make you happy
1. chocolates
2. talking & spending time with my friends
3. watching (insert hot guy's name) working it out on tv/websites

Three of your everyday essentials
1. handphone
2. deodorant (it's important i tell ya!)
3. specs/contact lenses, for i am blind without them

Three things you are wearing right now
1. grey hard rock cafe shirt
2. some blue black capri
3. a whole lot of plasters on my fingers and feet

Three things you want in a relationship
1. spastic humour
2. trust & understanding
3. love itself lah

Three of your favourite bands or artistes
1. arctic monkeys
2. hot hot heat
3. pharrell/ the neptunes

Three things you would badly like to do now
1. get some sara lee chocolate pound cake
2. watch scary movie 4
3. go out with any preferred girlfriend(s)

Three things about the preferred sex that appeals to you
1. nice tush
2. neat set of teeth
3. the eyes

Three ways you are stereotypically a boy
1. i abhor skirts
2. i oogle at big boobs
3. i burp aloud

Three ways you are stereotypically a girl
1. i feel insecure half the time
2. i like neatness, though you won't really see it in practice
3. chocolates can bring me euphoria

Three female celeb crushes
1. maggie q
2. daniela hantuchova
3. halle berry

Three male celebs that make you go weak
1. orlando bloom
2. francesco totti or luca toni
3. RAFAEL NADAL

Three things you want to do before you die
1. learn how to dance like shakira (DEFINITELY)
2. meet rafael nadal in person & pinch his ass to check for authenticity
3. master the arabic language

Three things you would like to change about yourself
1. to stop discriminating against people for the stupidest reasons
2. to start believing in myself for once
3. TO START STUDYING NOW!

Three people you would like to see take this
1. shuman
2. serina
3. joanne & anyone else who wants to do this

REALIZATION!
i'm aimlessly wandering, not knowing where my life is headed for. i think the a levels are gonna be shite so i'm prepared to resit for my papers or go to nie or even poly for that matter. if i somehow succeed in getting a place in a uni, what will/can i do with the political science degree that i want? become a history teacher? oh man. the future's not looking bright ahead.

i finally went to meet lynn yesterday. and so we talked and talked about the reunion and everything else. but it was logical since we haven't seen each other for all of 10 years. lynn's now chatty and extremely outgoing, a stark contrast from the quiet and demure girl that she was. and i found many similar traits that we share. for instance, we're both trying to break away from the malay circle and she prefers to dine out rather than eat her mom's cooking. i like her. well, she was my best friend in primary 2.

geraldine and karkei were my dates today. while waiting for ger to finish her dragonboat match at bedok, kk and i walked aimlessly at wisma before heading to breeks at marina square for lunch. after that, we wandered around and landed at suntec where we got some ice cream from bravissimo. the double chocolate ice cream i got was a god-sent. and kk's mint one was yummy too. the girl's so health conscious that i only managed to convince her to eat it upon seeing the '94% fat free' sign. sheesh. and then we walked and walked again. until ger finally found us at topshop. she's all dark and muscular now. i can't believe it's geraldine i saw. we accompanied her to fill her empty stomach at macd. while she chomped down her meal, i helped myself to a cup of peach yoghurt from yami yogurt. i'm a fat ass and i can't help it. sorry ms lee. oh i've got blisters the size of a twenty cent coin on the soles of my feet. for vanity reasons, i had purposely forced my feet on a pair of incorrigible red sandals to match my tote. last count, i have 3 on my left foot and 5 on my right. ouchy-wawa.

lynn. my tgps girlfriend.

ger. kk left before we took this.

ooh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHILMON!
i shan't get you a present since mr dickhead didn't ring me up. tsk.

MOTHER FUCK.

HULLABALOOZA

exams have been a great deal of shit so let's not mention it. except that tomorrow's the last paper and then comes my long awaited weekend.
HURRAH.

the real world cup hearthrob is ROMEO BECKHAM.



the 2nd picture drives me up the wall. fucking cute.
the bunned-up hair, the cheeky grin, the dimples.

ohno. i'm in love with a 4 year old kid. sicko.

sg idol results tonight. so captain sissypants wasn't quite as impressive last night. but he deserves to go through. along with mathilda, gayle and norman.

running with scissors wasn't smart
i tripped and cut open your heart

i oughta shut my mouth for once. for i am starcastic, lamo & vulgar.

ok. enough blogging for now. study, i must.
but then again, like john, there's no hope for salvation anymore.

am watching high school musical right now. i love zac efron's hair. and his eyes too. pity he's short. corbin bleu too. lovely 'fro.

school reopens tomorrow. with history being the 1st paper of prelims 1. bleurgh. i'm anything but prepared.

andy nicholson quits the arctic monkeys. he is no longer with the band. perhaps i can be the new monkey. except that i can't play the bass and i'll look better on stage. lol

kevin richardson quits backstreet boys. but why is the band still around in the first place?

portugal vs the netherlands tonight. i'm not ready to say goodbye to my dutch windmills or portugese egg tarts just yet. why oh why?

my holidays totally defeat their purposes. i haven't studied much. just a grasp of certain things. i'm doomed.

school is not ready for nadia. indeed.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY CELESTE.

i love my captain marvel (:

singapore idol wildcards revealed after mathilda and emilee made it to the top 12. now let me give my two cents' worth on these re-called contestants.

please don't be offended by my comments. i'm just a professional couch potato.

Jay Lim
my fav of the group to go through. he has an idol voice but lacks in the looks department. but hey. if i can love elliott yamin, i can like this guy at the least.

Norman Then
aka serina's friend. i find it disturbing that i can hardly see his eyes. his voice is relatively okay though.

Primero Ang
cute boy with cute name. but he's got a nasty attitude and voice. even he is shocked at being given a second chance. dunno what the hell is he doing here.

Choy Siew Woon
the girl's got MJ's nose! lol. her voice is pretty weak. not fancying her chances ahead.

Gayle Nerva
voted her earlier. i like the tone of her voice. and she's hot. too bad i'm hetero. she shall make it to the next round.

Geraldine Chua
i'm not liking her. reminds me so much of maia. and she's pretty nasty herself. so that's just a no-no.

Meryl Joan Lee
knnbccb. 'nuff said.

Nurul Maideen
nice voice. nice personality. nice diction. i like i like. top 12.

*EDIT: mediacorp revealed a technical glitch in the voting system. as a result, nurul has made it into the top 12 while mathilda will be on the wildcard round next week.

on another note, something strange has been happening lately. whenever i'm out on my so-called mugging sessions, i've met at least one person whom i haven't seen for a long time.

last saturday out with shar to nlb, i met geraldine at bugis.
on tuesday out with ashita and shar, i met zahid at cwp mac.
on wednesday out with shuchen, i met alvin & rachel at fork&spoon.
this morning at amk library before jude & sebastian came, i saw yewting & joel.

why ah?

and an asshole has been calling me every night since monday. iffing irritating. he-who-shalt-not-be-named deserves to be kicked in the balls.
oh yes.

ooh. italy vs czech republic. azzurris win then i'll do the mambo italiano.

the cupboard in my room collapsed this morning. hoho.

and fadli called me today. rrooofffllllmmmaaaooooo.
HAR HAR HAR.

elaine, i would sincerely oblige to being rafa's english tutor. problem is, i'm not well versed in spanglish to teach him english.

met up with shar today after so long. apparently, studying session was not meant to be when you put us together. we talked about everything but econs and lear. from national library to raffles city starbucks. we (okay, i) even started drawing the seating plan for 4e3 '04. like friggin absurd.

tomorrow is date with lynn. after 10 bloody years. [edit: postponed]

movies (dvds and vcds) i've watched this week- the sisterhood of the travelling pants, legally blonde, legally blonde 2, in her shoes, charlie's angels, i not stupid too, kal ho naa ho, get over it, bring it on and mean girls. if i had rather spent my time studying, i think i would have finished lit entirely. fucking crap.

and shar, mr s could be the one. one date won't kill. but don't make him change you. remember, 6 more years. hohoho.

romeo beckham is adorable. i want to kidnap him from his robot-like mother.

ok.
so spanish armada. 4-0.
whoopie doopie.

so long, farewell.

ooh i almost forgot.

the azzurris defeated ghana 2-0.
HOTITALIANMEN drive me nuts.



HOTITALIANMEN on top of each other?
a priceless picturesque landscape.

mugging, i have yet to begin. someone enlighten me now.

so yesterday i went to make a new pair of visual aids (read: spectacles) for this blind grandmama and rented dvds as well. since han, mai & jai were sleeping over, we watched sisterhood of the travelling pants and legally blonde last night.
chick flicks rock.
the sisterhood movie makes me wanna go to greece for my honeymoon, or maybe husband-scouting.

i finished one whole bar of cadbury chocolate bar while watching grey's anatomy on monday. that is so sick. eurgh. i need to lose fats fast.

i'm awfully penniless. yet i have overdued dates with shar, lynn and jill. fantabulous.

oh singapore idol tonight. VOTE FOR JOAKIM.

rafa defeated rogelio 1-6, 6-1, 6-4, 7-6 (4) in the finals of the French Open. his clay court winning streak now stands at 60 matches unbeaten.

thrust baby thrust

the netherlands beat serbia and montenegro 1-0 with arjen robben scoring the only goal of the game.

come to papa

portugal won 1-0 against angola with an early goal from pauleta.

figo's stinking jealous

EUPHORIA. INTOXICATION. RHAPSODY. ELATION.
i'm fucking happy.

my world cup faves are
BRAZIL, HOLLAND, ITALY, PORTUGAL & SPAIN.

oh yes. the parents are back. and it hit me that i've missed them.
okay, i love my parents.

bbq

if a picture says a thousand words, then get a dictionary by your side now.
please excuse my fucked up face and hair in the pictures.

friday, 020606 @ the madeira