i just got framed again. the second time in a month.

WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME BEING HAPPY?
immature dogs.

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY, SERINA!

i love you many many.
smack my ass, you're obliged to.
((:

yayness my internet's been resurrected! i spent 7 entire days without it and i almost lost myself in the process. the old modem was overheated and something in it blew. apparently, the parents couldn't take much of my whining.

days without internet meant that i found plenty of time for myself. apart from indulging in a sudoku puzzle book, i spent most of my time reflecting on my actions. it all began after my brother asked how my a levels preparations were. for god knows why, i started tearing and i couldn't stop. weekend was a breaking down marathon for me as i cried too much and it was unpretty.

school has been tough of late. the workload's pilling up to the inner dome of heaven. frustrated as i am, i can gladly say that i've learnt more things these past 3 weeks than ever before. and i've also gotten closer to my people. i love everyone of you guys. thank you so much.

oh nacho libre was hilarious. i'll watch it again cause it left me laughing my craps out.

replies to tags:
faezah- i've watched. they're silly dumb assholes those boys. but what a cracker. lol
mimi- i can't believe we haven't met yet since you're only oh-so-far from me. we shall lunch together soon (:
esh- wear stretchy pants ah. WITHOUT underwear! roflmao
elaine- freddie mercury is from queen you donkey! hahaha addiction to razor ramon is pretty much uncurable.

oh saturday's ptm in ij. i can't predict what mr yeo and ms nathan would tell my parents. i hope i can salvage the situation by being there in person. oh man.

"I think the easiest way to lose something is to want it too badly."

- John Dorian, Scrubs

how bloody true.

hey you. yes, YOU.

if you're not here, i pray you chance upon my blog and read these words.

damn you basketful of shit. i hate your guts and hope you die a miserable death.

and here's some lyrics that's so fitting of you. such stinging words are the perfect antidote for someone who refuses to grow up.
enjoy.

you suck my blood like a leech
you break the law and you preach
screw my brain 'til it hurts
you've taken all my money
you still want more
misguided old mule with your pig headed rules
and your narrow minded cronies
who are fools of the first division

death on two legs
you're tearing me apart
death on two legs
you've never had a heart of your own

kill joy, bad guy, big talking small fry
you're just an old barrow boy
have you found a new toy to replace me
can you face me
but now you can kiss my ass goodbye
feel good
are you satisfied
do you feel like suicide
is your conscience all right
does it plague you at night
do you feel good, feel good

you talk like a big business tycoon
you're just a hot air balloon
so no one gives you a damn
you're just an overgrown schoolboy
let me tan your hide
a dog with disease
you're the king of the sleaze
put your money where your mouth is
mister know-all
was the fin on your back
part of the deal

death on two legs
you're tearing me apart
death on two legs
you've never had a heart of your own

insane you should be put inside
you're a sewer rat
decaying in a cesspool of pride
should be made unemployed
then make yourself null and void
make me feel good, feel good

freddie mercury must have known that i needed such words that he'd write such a scornful song.

thank you freddie. and goodbye asshole.

ohno. weezer is splitting!

hohoho i just came back man.

while supposedly selling the hello kitty phone chains for cop, faez, shues, pc and i went to catch potc2 (yeah again!) after breakfast at sun plaza with serina, ricca, merissa, bern, ct and venisar.

after that, i went to meet kk and ger at bugis. and mind you, we walked so much it would almost be equivalent to 2.4km around the school track. up and down to bugis village and icon twice. then rush to far east plaza after that. freaking exhausting.

and in total, i spent almost a hundred dollars today including the movie ticket, the 3 tshirts, the slippers and all the food that went into the body of nadia abdul samad. i hereby self declare my bankruptcy. don't bother asking me out for the rest of the month. movies would be exceptional though (:

oh last friday, ms nathan almost ate paper during gp upon hearing of our perfect attendance. we were like nooo, cause we seriously thought she was just kidding.
(she had earlier vowed to eat paper the day she sees perfect attendance in 05A23 so after jill came just in time for her lesson, all 21 of us were present)
instead, she promised to treat the entire class to macd. like wowee! ms nathan is the man, or woman for that matter. and we watched frankenstein during gp which is bloody gruesome and gory and all that shit. but nice lah.

oh and i finally met usha in school. the last time i saw her was ten years ago, when we were tiny little primary 2 kids. lol

okay i have to watch tv and finish my econs essay. yay there's las vegas and boston legal tonight.

goodbye and keep cold.

pardon my hypocrisy but people, we seriously have to study hard.

i came online just to say this cause i just came back.

PIRATES OF THE CARRIBBEAN 2 IS BLOODY FUCKING AWESOME.

heck that i had to miss the despo idol and rockstar wannabes slug it out on tv. purely for the sake of johnny depp & orlando bloom. rockstar's repeated later at 11.30 so i'll be catching that.

ooh i want captain jack sparrow to shag me. but after rafa, totti and the entire italian national team. ditto.

ohno i have to watch it again.

hawt!

sorry but i feel the need to share my fantasies.


SHARINI, WHERE ARE YOU?!

i would post a million pictures but you'd get what i mean.

i love italy.
i love totti.

i think that materazzi dude is a show stopper. he's one heck of a clown and i love him to pieces. he makes great entertainment.

buffon. grosso. de rossi. cannavaro. del piero. gattuso. toni. totti. camoranesi. zambrotta. pirlo. materazzi.

VIVA ITALIA!

rafa didn't fare as well in his final wimbledon match though. he lost 0-6 6-7(5), 7-6(2) 3-6 to federer. well, the fact that he got into the finals is way impressive.
rafael nadal wheeeee!

i'm finally coming back to school tomorrow. i may be down, but i'm not out.
(:

VAMOS RAFA!
FORZA ITALIA!

heck i won't sleep tonight. i think my parents can't either what with my monstrousity of coughs and phlegms. teehee

history essays can go relax one corner.

ooh. rafael nadal has made it into the finals of wimbledon. he'll face roger federer (yet again!) for the title match. hopefully butt-man will emerge the victor and put an end to rogelio's wimbledon domination. vamos rafa!

i love watching tv. and that's an understatement. rockstar: supernova is brilliant! i love the show. i think the band is silly but the talents among the rockstar wannabes are bloody wicked. i'm already hooked on the show. woot.

laguna beach reruns are also fabulous. i love lc. i wanna marry her and all her money. i love mtv and everything that the telly tries to educate me. television is a better teacher than the ones we have in school. oh yeah.

wah lau my headches are killing me. but oddly enough i can sit through while going online and watching hours of teevee. the moment i remember the history assignments due monday, it starts acting up again. no kidding.

there's my name is earl later tonight. whoopie. it's all about karma baby.

i'm hooked onto justin timberlake's new single SexyBack. bloody addictive. here's some sample lyrics:

dirty babe
you see these shackles baby i'm your slave
i'll let you whip me if I misbehave
it's just that no one makes me feel this way

yo faez

Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose five people to do this.

1. shuchen
2. merissa
3. faezah
4. serina
5. ricca
6. jillene
7. widya
8. sharini
9. serene
10. elaine
11. geraldine
12. karkei
13. ashita
14. philmon
15. eshwin
16. usha
17. lynn
18. THE ITALIAN SOCCER TEAM
19. rafael nadal
20. jihane

how did you get to meet #14?
innova jc 05A23.

what if #9 and #20 dated?
i think not. both girls don't know of each other's existence.

would #6 and #17 make a good couple?
noo. they're both straight.

describe #3
smart alec who has a thing for bollocks. and my trusted alliance.

is #8 attractive?
oh yes. she'll kill me if i say otherwise.

describe #7
i like this talkative biatch who thrusts her pelvis when she walks. HOOOOO!

do you know any of #12 family member?
none at all.

what would you do if #18 confess he likes you?
THE ENTIRE ITALIAN SOCCER TEAM?!! I'D DIE A HAPPY WOMAN.
(rushes to get inhaler)

what language does #15 speak?
english, japanese, german, hindi, spanish, turkish, urdu, polish and french. well, he wish he could. lol

who's #9 going out with?
i have no idea mann.

how old is #16?
18.

when was the last time you spoke to #13?
thursday. she was in class while i mouthed my gp marks from outside.

who's #2 favourite band/singer?
a certain mr timberlake.

would you ever date #1?
why not? as a matter of fact, we do have a lot in common.

is #15 single?
i should think so.

is #19 your good friend?
he's my boyfriend and future husband candidate. of course lah.

what's #10's last name?
tan. she goes by the acronym et, like that alien dude in the movie. lol

would you ever be in a relationship with #11?
maybe i would.

school of #3?
innova jc

where does #6 live?
some far flung area in the east.

what's your favourite thing about #5?
her spastic humour.

have you seen #2 naked before?
i will soon during our one-on-one session.

the five people i'm going to tag
anyone who wants to do it lah.

woi number 20 kena left out. poor thing. ok jihane's a 15 yr old morrocan i met on the vr forum. very nice girl (:

okay since this is MY blog, let me indulge myself with my current weaknesses.

the azzurris have made it through to the finals of the world cup. utter yayness!









soo happy that they had to make out there and then.

if you haven't already noticed, my favourite italian boy is totti (no 10). ever since beckham boy (romeo, that is) left i've sought solace in the hotness of dear totti. man he's sizzling. oooh.

oh ms vyna commented on me being somewhat old school during tutorial today. like lmao. nonsense crapioli.

muse is mtv asia's july motoalert artist of the month. support them y'all. they make great music. get muse-d.

faez, shu and i caught scary movie 4 yesterday since silent hill wasn't shown at the bloody cinema. the movie is super LAME but it was still fucking hilarious. it's really not something that i would recommend unless you have $6.50 and you don't know what to do with it. my advice is give me the $6.50 and i will tell you the entire movie's storyline complete with feely effects. woot.

on a last note, HOOOOOOOO! hard gay!
only esh & wid'll get what i mean. lol

here's to sharini

shar, i owe you? where got?

Three physical things you like about yourself
1. my teeth
2. my toes
3. my jaw

Three physical things you dont like about yourself
1. nose, it's looks like an onion
2. skin colour, seems like i now belong to another race
3. my wide forehead, they're blinding

Three things that scare you
1. animals
2. the deep end of the pool
3. anything in furry costumes, albeit barney or tweety

Three things that make you happy
1. chocolates
2. talking & spending time with my friends
3. watching (insert hot guy's name) working it out on tv/websites

Three of your everyday essentials
1. handphone
2. deodorant (it's important i tell ya!)
3. specs/contact lenses, for i am blind without them

Three things you are wearing right now
1. grey hard rock cafe shirt
2. some blue black capri
3. a whole lot of plasters on my fingers and feet

Three things you want in a relationship
1. spastic humour
2. trust & understanding
3. love itself lah

Three of your favourite bands or artistes
1. arctic monkeys
2. hot hot heat
3. pharrell/ the neptunes

Three things you would badly like to do now
1. get some sara lee chocolate pound cake
2. watch scary movie 4
3. go out with any preferred girlfriend(s)

Three things about the preferred sex that appeals to you
1. nice tush
2. neat set of teeth
3. the eyes

Three ways you are stereotypically a boy
1. i abhor skirts
2. i oogle at big boobs
3. i burp aloud

Three ways you are stereotypically a girl
1. i feel insecure half the time
2. i like neatness, though you won't really see it in practice
3. chocolates can bring me euphoria

Three female celeb crushes
1. maggie q
2. daniela hantuchova
3. halle berry

Three male celebs that make you go weak
1. orlando bloom
2. francesco totti or luca toni
3. RAFAEL NADAL

Three things you want to do before you die
1. learn how to dance like shakira (DEFINITELY)
2. meet rafael nadal in person & pinch his ass to check for authenticity
3. master the arabic language

Three things you would like to change about yourself
1. to stop discriminating against people for the stupidest reasons
2. to start believing in myself for once
3. TO START STUDYING NOW!

Three people you would like to see take this
1. shuman
2. serina
3. joanne & anyone else who wants to do this

REALIZATION!
i'm aimlessly wandering, not knowing where my life is headed for. i think the a levels are gonna be shite so i'm prepared to resit for my papers or go to nie or even poly for that matter. if i somehow succeed in getting a place in a uni, what will/can i do with the political science degree that i want? become a history teacher? oh man. the future's not looking bright ahead.

i finally went to meet lynn yesterday. and so we talked and talked about the reunion and everything else. but it was logical since we haven't seen each other for all of 10 years. lynn's now chatty and extremely outgoing, a stark contrast from the quiet and demure girl that she was. and i found many similar traits that we share. for instance, we're both trying to break away from the malay circle and she prefers to dine out rather than eat her mom's cooking. i like her. well, she was my best friend in primary 2.

geraldine and karkei were my dates today. while waiting for ger to finish her dragonboat match at bedok, kk and i walked aimlessly at wisma before heading to breeks at marina square for lunch. after that, we wandered around and landed at suntec where we got some ice cream from bravissimo. the double chocolate ice cream i got was a god-sent. and kk's mint one was yummy too. the girl's so health conscious that i only managed to convince her to eat it upon seeing the '94% fat free' sign. sheesh. and then we walked and walked again. until ger finally found us at topshop. she's all dark and muscular now. i can't believe it's geraldine i saw. we accompanied her to fill her empty stomach at macd. while she chomped down her meal, i helped myself to a cup of peach yoghurt from yami yogurt. i'm a fat ass and i can't help it. sorry ms lee. oh i've got blisters the size of a twenty cent coin on the soles of my feet. for vanity reasons, i had purposely forced my feet on a pair of incorrigible red sandals to match my tote. last count, i have 3 on my left foot and 5 on my right. ouchy-wawa.

lynn. my tgps girlfriend.

ger. kk left before we took this.

ooh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHILMON!
i shan't get you a present since mr dickhead didn't ring me up. tsk.