exhausted, tired, depleted.

i feel so sluggish today. i think it's probably because of today's long time-table. but what the heck. i didn't even do PE this morning so i have absolutely no excuse to feel this way. sheesh. econs was a complete waste of time. it was utterly monotonous. at least the invited speaker wasn't so bad for his thick English accent kept me awake throughout his presentation.

man, you don't call that reality tv for nothing. yesterday's double episodes of The Amazing Race was absolutely positively the best reality tv i've seen for a long time. gretchen took a fall and her head started to bleed profusely. it was so horrifying but she showed no signs of pain as she was treated. she even insisted that her husband retrieve the clue and not worry about her. that's courage and sheer determination, i tell ya. wow, woman. and the brothers got into an accident which left their cameraman injured. they however escaped unhurt. it was kind of cute to see brian feeling all guilty and apologetic and even cried a little. and the foot race to the to the pit stop was oh-so-memorable. it was down between ray & deanna and the bros which the latter emerged the better of the two. and brian & greg were all emotional and hugging each other. it was kind of nice to see the brotherly love.

i think i like someone. i'm not sure actually. i've been seeing a lot of him lately. it's probably coincidental and wishful thinking on my part. but oh man. everyone should have seen him in his pe attire. he looked oh-so-hot! like he's got this cute little muscles and the spiky hair. sigh. i only like his exterior though. i'm not sure about his inside. sheesh.

official CG 1A03

i'm officially enrolled in the class of 1A03. i'll be taking 3 A's- Economics, Literature & History; 2AO's- General Paper & Malay. i met up with nilufer today. she's my cousin's former schoolmate. she's very nice to have started the conversation. i went to the CCA flea market with her to see the different CCAs available. and boy, was i spoilt for choices. i signed up for choir and tennis even though the latter is just a dream choice. it has been my lifelong dream to play tennis but getting into that CCA is just a whole lot of another thing.

oh my bloody fish!! i'm like having 2nd or even 3rd thoughts about taking literature. it's like super taxing!! like, 9 novels in 2 years?? are they trying to kill us or what?! and that includes 2 shakespeare novels!! goodness gracious me!! i took like 1 1/2 years to complete the grass is singing which was like oh-so-thick. sheesh.

went to my family clinic in yishun after school today. got a 6 month long medical exemption from all physical activities and 2 brand new inhalers. so nice. but the price to pay for avoiding pe was certainly hefty. 40 whole bucks. tsk. but hey, if i can get out of running, i'll do whatever i can.

school tomorrow.

tomorrow will be the allocation of classes in innova. i'm not sure whether i should look forward or worry. the subjects i chose are kind of beyond my capacitance of understanding. economics, english and history. well, i guess i just have make do with it since the choice has already been done. i was actually dumb enough not to think of it thoroughly before making THE decision. i'm really not sure i can do english and history. it's rather heavy. sheesh. i should stop regreting my decisions and start making the best of what i've been given. and yay!! ashita's coming to innova as well. i hope she stays too cause i've made very few friends and it's a torture not knowing many people.

man. what's happening to ulong?? i mean, 6 straight loses in immunity challenges is really no joke. like wasn't ulong supposed to be the physically stronger tribe compared to koror? sheesh. that leaves ibrehem, stephenie and bobby jon left. i hope that one of these three somehow or another wins the title of the sole survivor. i feel so sorry for them.

right now, i'm watching baghban, a hindi movie starring amitabh bachan and salman khan on vasantham central. i watched this once and the storyline's great. i wouldn't mind spending another 2 1/2 hrs watching it all over again. :)

1st day in an educational institution after 4 mths.

innova is like so bloody huge. that is when all the construction stuff are finished. but right now, it's big enough. and there are like pools and pools of malays!! i feel so uncomfortable. sheesh! my OG group name is achilles. and for goodness sake, it's pronounced as ah-key-least lah people. so annoying to hear people pronounce it the way it's not supposed to be. i can't remember any of my group members' names except for megan cause she introduced herself earlier in the day and you can practically hear people calling her name all the time. and that kind of like injected her name into my brain hard. the day was really boring. the games are super whammy and nonsensical!! i felt that too much time was wasted. really.

i left after lunch cause the boredom was slowly taking its toll on me. on the way back, i met this chinese girl named rebecca. she was part of the college's 1st intake. she told me quite a lot of things about herself which i don't think i should be typing. she told me that getting into tennis was really difficult cause the coaches pick the creme de la creme. and someone like me doesn't even deserve to hold the racket. i'll just bring shame to the game. no use convincing anyone about my passion but no talent for this sport. i'll just be a burden to the team. i feel like joining hockey but i'm afraid that my ability to only play in the goal won't be sufficient. so i guess it's choir for me then. testing, 1 2 3. do re mi fa so la ti do. okie. i can sing. convincing enough.

American Idol

wow!! i can't believe it!! there are not 1, not 2, not 3 but 4 taurus contestants in the final 20!! cool!! and anwar's one of them!! anthony too!! oh man!! i'm like so blown away!! awesome!!

The Amazing Race [Pilot Episode]

wow!! that was like superb!! i know it's weird but i already have my favourites in this competition. they're rob & amber (duh! i love survivor), lynn & alex (the cutest gay couple i've ever seen) and brian & greg (the goofy yet cute bros). and i'm rather puzzled why gretchen's husband is called meredith. i mean, wasn't there any male names 5o years ago to the extent that he got stuck with 'meredith'? but they're okay. sheesh.. and i'm not particularly a big fan of susan & patrick and debbie & bianca. the main reason is because they despise rob & amber.