ok so jordin's the youngest american idol winner, not that i could care any less. that girl is so fake; from her teeth to the annoying heart-shaped gestures. like just go away. blake winning wouldn't have changed anything. if melinda or lakisha had won, it would at least save this season from ending just like how it began. utterly mediocre. nothing that we've never seen in previous seasons. nothing except sanjaya and his hair. most boring season thus far. i've lost count of how many times i've rolled my eyes seeing news of jordin's victory. screw AI. i still like sailorboy phil.

i really need a job when i start school. maybe tutoring or something. i could start looking now but my fat ass just insists on plonking itself in front of the tv. i haven't gotten a real job ever since the papers ended. that's 6 months of slacking. but hey, i've only put on 3kg.

i need to buy more clothes. i need the onitsuka shoes. i need a big bag. i need new hair. i need a new phone. i need ipod speakers. i need to eat at a steamboat place. but i don't have any money. YAY!